What I learned from what I've been through. It's pain but It's worth if someone happy..

Hi readers... Well here to share something I learned from what i been through in my life.. Well I lost my boyf not only once haha, But this one is the one I made the really painful decision.. I made him leave me and there's an untold reason. And I was so hurt yet I have to move on and be strong so that he can live happily without feeling guilty or maybe he's not even feeling that ? I will never know. First few days I keep crying and yet I feels that I couldn't make it at all. However, I'm lucky that I have my Friends and my cousin stay by my side when I need them. They comfort me and accompany me all the time. From here I learned to appreciate friends ans family. I'm blessed to have them. About my boyf ... He's a good bf haha yes.. That's why I choose that path. Stupid I know but I never regret. We're not even friends now. Well... May be it's better to be like that.


Life is like that.. You have to fall down and learn to stand up by yourself. It's isn't hard a long you willing to do it. My cousin always give me positive thoughts... You can cry... But after cry you have to be strong and face everything. Every girls afraid of seeing their ex have a new girlfriend after they broke up. But really.. Think twice girls... For what right ? After broke then it's different path. He can have his life.. Why don't you just have yours? You'll feel shame if one day he moved on to another stage of his life but when he turned back to see you, you're still standing at the broke up point. Life goes on ... Live happily and motivated... Be productive everyday. Do things that you like. =) Don't give yourself a chance to feel regret from something you feels like doing but never do. You have to move on until one day you see him have another gf and your reaction is " Is it ? Grats!" with a smile from your heart and really happy for him. Alone or in relationship are the same. You all still have own life to live until get married. He ever said that he love you forever, he only get married to you in future. Whoever in love will say that. Not saying guys but girls too. But when one side changed their mind... Their thoughts... Things will be just different and when you say isn't we promised each other forever love? Get married? Well that will happen to some couples but not all. a 100% chance this will only and confirmed happen in fairy tales. Work hard peeps. Get the one you love and be good to them. Don't betray the one who loves you. Don't cheat on them. Sometimes it's not they don't know but they choose to pretend like they don't know about you cheating behind them. It's not they don't care but they wish  one day you'll remember the promises between you all and back to who you was to them.


For me, I can't say I fully moved on... But I'm leaving it flow naturally. I believe that something isn't belongs to you will leave no matter how hard you hold it. If it' really belong to you, no matter how many peoples he/she together with... At the end still he/she will back to your life and spend the other half of their life with you. Just like my friend, she married her first boyfriend after so many guys she couple with. But don't keep the hope on it. It's not gonna happen on everyone. So just let it flow naturally. Work hard for your future and don't accept any bf or gf just because you're lonely. Accept them after you calm down from broke up and able to accept a new half in your life. And accept them only when you really love them. Life partner is important. However, Love is not only from lovers. But there's friend's love, Family's love too. So appreciate them.. God brought them to your side for some reason..

I will share until here first. Will share more when I'm feeling well. Thanks for reading my post if you are reading now and finished until here =) xoxo.



Noelle

The Hippocratic Crush II (HongKong drama)- Marriage D'amour

So here's a short post I suddenly feels like blogging suddenly. It's 1 am now.... I watched "The Hippocratic Crush II" a Hong Kong drama... til episode 28 now... And i learned a lot from there. Love , Fmily and Friends and how to Tolerate the one you love and how to Care the one you love.... Well... it's a drama with hospital + medics theme... So yes.. There's a lot of scene of peoples passed away... Old , Cancer or other sickness ... And all of them have a very touching story before they leave the world... It's a very good drama... and also I'm addicted with a piano song inside it too... Marriage D'amour ... In the drama it's actually mixed the song of Ekin Cheng's (HK singer) song named 一生爱你一个 ( Only Love you in whole lifetime) .. Well if anyone of ya wanna try to listen.. here's the link of both of the song... Too bad the mixed version no one posted it on youtube... Well ... they mixed the 一生爱你一个's chorus after finished Marriage D'amour... It's really nice and touching... =')

Marriage D'amour - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sS16Ub2U6DY
一生爱你一个 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iZE4uyoGvFk

Well... Actually there's a story behind Marriage D'amour as well... And it's in Chinese version so I'm so sorry about readers who don't know how to read Chinese... Will post once i found English version!! It's very touching...... Marriage D'amour actually mean by 梦中的婚礼 ( Marriage in the dream ).... 


Here's the story : -

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　　演奏的《梦中的婚礼》隐逸着一个动人的故事： 梦之国的边境，一堆篝火冉冉升起，绵延，缭绕……
　　望着远处高高的城堡，他又回想起过去的一切。
　　这次回来，他不知道是对是错，但他却无法不回到梦之国。
　　离开6年，是该回来了。
　　暗夜里流星划过，留下了一道道眩目的光辉。
　　他依然记得第一次看到流星时，他的心中忽然有一种很失落的感觉：流星是不幸的，它的爱在天上，但是，从它成为陨落的那一刻起，它就注定了永远不能拥有它追求的爱。然而，他的老师却对他说，一个人在最幸福的时候死去，那么，他的灵魂就会成为一颗流星。
　　他永远都不能理解这种想法，离开心中的爱，那么幸福还能存在吗？
　　一片轻轻的白羽落在他手背，他抬起头,下雪了！冬天的梦之国就如梦般美丽，却也如梦般虚幻。
　　那些伤心的记忆，又一幕幕的在他脑中重现。
　　那一年的冬天，也是下着雪。至今，他还是觉得那一年，就像一场梦。只是，这场梦，他永远都不会醒。
　　认识她的时候，他只是一个14岁的少年，在魔法学院里，他第一次见到了她。那一刻，他有一种感觉：他的生活，将会改变。是的，他的生活，的确改变了，他想不到这位让他以为是上帝遗留在人间的天使的女孩竟是梦之国的公主，他更想不到，他和她竟会成为朋友。
　　然而，他心里却十分清楚的知道，他，永远不可能只当她是朋友。因为，从看到她的那一刻开始，他，就注定了永远逃不掉爱上她的命运。这也注定了他从此将生活在痛苦中。他知道，即使他是多么的爱她，而她却永远不可能爱上一个平凡的人。这使他不敢将这份爱对她说，只能将爱深埋在心底。
　　但是，有一天，他终于压抑不住心中澎湃的感情了，他向她表达了他的爱意……
　　他伤心地离开了梦之国，流浪在外的他，在寒冬中遇到了他现在的老师。他的老师收留了他，并教会他种种技能。
　　六年，一转眼过去了。
　　在这六年中，他一直遗忘过去的那一份情感。
　　可思念却像面粉一样不断发酵，随着时间的推移，他反而发现自己更爱她了。
　　六年中，他无时无刻不想她，无时无刻不爱她……
　　告别了老师，他要回梦之国找她。
　　如今他回到了记忆中。
　　当太阳从地平线升起时，他在阳光中走向城堡。
　　城堡中一片喜庆的气氛，到处都挂满了彩旗，人们都欢乐的歌唱着。
　　“今天，难道有什么喜事吗？”他问一位路人。
　　“今天，公主将和邻国的王子举行婚礼！”一刹那，他听到了梦破碎的声音。他呆住了，六年的期盼，在一瞬间，划过他的脸，坠落在雪中。
　　一轮明月升上天空。当教堂的钟声响起时，他缓缓的朝教堂走去。无论如何，他都要见她一面。
　　人们早已在王宫到教堂的路上等候着公主的到来。他站在人群中，静静地等待着。当公主牵着王子的手，走出王宫时，人群沸腾了。
　　他注视着公主的脸，这是他最后一次看到她了，从今以后，他将永远离开梦之国，他立誓要忘掉所有的记忆，忘掉所有的痛，忘掉深深的爱……
　　当她走过他前面时，他们的眼神碰到了一起。忽然，他拨开阻挡着人群的卫兵，冲上前去。
　　卫兵拔出配剑，但是迟了，他已冲到了公主前面，他张开了手臂，那一刻，他看到了公主惊恐的表情。
　　“别怕，我会保护你的。”他轻轻地说。
　　他感到后背一阵刺痛，他听到了利箭穿过身体的声音。
　　缓缓的，他倒在她脚下。在刚才，没有人看到，对面的人群中，一支弓箭对着公主。
　　……
　　他睁开眼，她穿着婚纱，含笑看着他。在他们旁边，天使为他们唱着祝福的歌。“这是梦吗？”他喃喃的说。“有梦，就够了。”他握紧了她的手。
　　……
　　一颗流星划过城堡的上空，仿如一滴幸福的泪。

It's touching ...... And It's about what true love do... No matter how bad is the situation.... He/She will sacrifice their life to protect the one they love... Even one of them getting married to others....... Appreciate your love ones ..... Nights peeps... Sweet dreams =)

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Few days of my life when im : H.O.M.E

Sup peeps !! Yes ... As the title shown, I'm gonna blog about my staring few days life in Kuantan since the day I came back during sem break.... 9-13 December 2013 haha...

9th i reached kuantan and it's quite late so i guess there's nothing to talk about thou lol. Well on the 10th , I went to Starbucks in Berjaya Megamall , Kuantan to look for my best friend Marcus !! he worked in Starbucks as a barista. Well so then I can always enjoy the nice coffee there and the coffee arts done by him as well! That's so lovely !!

Well ... I like to request for paper cup.... so opps !!! the coffee art ruined by the cover already =( SO SAD !!! That's why i don't post it and Marcus requested not to post too haha... Kuantan keep raining recently... So at this chilling moment, have a hot toffee nut latte and enjoy the time !! LOVE IT SO MUCH! 

So then the next day I went out with Marcus for breakfast =) we had dim sum at Seng Kong Kopitiam.. Haha. Wasn't something expensive thou but it's consider nice dimsum in Kuantan already ^^ .. Looks normal but taste nice thou.. So here's a picture of it... haha... isn't it looks normal ? But it taste nice esspecially the chili if you love some spicy stuff!

After that Marcus and I went East Coast Mall for movie...Well ... indeed a long time I never visit here and it changed a lot !! Haha .. so we went to buy tickets for "White Storm" .. After then we went for coffee as there's still 1 hour plus before the movie start. We went to black canyon and have some coffee which is our favourite haha. We're coffee lovers !! So we had Espresso and Mexican iced coffee.... Awesome! Well... Ccoffee always nice for us. haha .... Not forgotten... Always there's a Selfie when you out with your friends right ?! hahaha .. So.. Say hi to Marcus !! XD

When there's almost time... We went up to the cinema.. Got some drinks and went in to enjoy the movie =) ... The movie is just awesome ! But too bad the ending is sad... Why hong kong movie always like that ??? D'= .... The story line is so good =(  It's all about police and drug dealers , Friendship and family...And I thought it will be a happy ending ... sigh... but Thumbs up for White Storm!!

White Storm - 扫毒

After the movie ... Say bye to Marcus as he need to go back to pack and prepare for his journey to KL at the next day for the barista coffee art competition org by Starbucks =) thank Bro... for accompany me half day hahahaha... and when i posting this the competition over already .. Well i haven't get to know the result anyways haha... All the best bro =)

After I left EC mall , i went to pick Nisha up.... my bestie that always stay by my side no matter what... I broke up and she help me a lot to move on... in 2 weeks plus time.. I came to this stage and can even start a new blog .... That's a new start of mine... New journey of life... There's a lot more for me to explore... so I have to let go the past and move on to find out more... =)  So Nish and I actually came out too early !! Nothing to do so we went Jess Cafe in Star city for a drink and chit chat... After that... ugh! still too early so i drove to Tanjung Lumpur ... to have some famous Keropok (Fish Crackers) and some other fried seafood... It's awesome as always i guess? haha !! 

Opps !!! Nish's hand XD

Well then after that we went to Lila Wadi for Dinner... Thai style steamboat !!

OH WAIT......
A Pic before Dinner ......

OKAY..... Hmm... Their food and mango cheese cake are awesome ... must try ! For drinks recommendation, will be their ' Pandan Cooler'  ... It's really nice it mixed with a very small amount of fresh Lemon grass and fresh pandan essence .. I know there's a lot of people don't like the lemon grass like me =| ... But promise it's just a very small amount. So why not give it a try ? =) For the Barbeque... It's sort of like Bar.B.Q Plaza... but for this their meat are all marinated and not frozen ... Everyday they buy in new stocks. 

Pandan Cooler

Barbecue Steamboat

For more information of the restaurant  : Call 0126644054 to make your reservation OR 

Visit their Facebook Page                         : https://www.facebook.com/lilawadirestaurant

After our dinner... We went for movie... our movie at 9:10 pm ... Guess what ? We're Watching " The Hobbit : The Desolation of Smaug" ... OMG it's so nice !!! In one day i watched 2 awesome movies !! hahahah -evil laugh- .. XD

We're Sitting at the couple seat... well Full house hahaha... Expected! Go catch the movie in cinema now.. it's really good! =) Well it's a long movie... took about 2 and half hours!!

After movie, I send Nisha home and out of sudden, I feel emo and bad mood out of no where i guess ? So I stay over at Nisha's house then... A great and productive day after all ? haha.. Yes , indeed.. So that's all for now peeps..!! Will update more when I go travel in Thailand on the 17th December if there's any wifi available =)  xoxo !!

Welcome to my Blog !!

Hi peeps !! This is my new blog by using the name of "NoelleLaVerne". Some peoples may know who am I or which was my previous blog. It was all about my life with the boyfriend. Anyways, since I started this new one it's not hard to guess what happened right? Haha! I decided to have a blog for myself like few years back. Sharing about my travel experience, food & restaurants review + introduce and also some cosmetics and fashion stuffs intro and review. Feel free to drop by and read about it. During the most emo 2 weeks of my time ... Well... last 2 weeks i mean.. I keep myself busy to move on and also enjoy my life. I hang out with my cousin quite often thou, to attend events and movie premier and also introduce her some new chilling places. Really thanks her for sacrifice all her free times on accompanying me and imbued me with positive thoughts and be strong. She's a blogger too. Well she started the blog before me... I mean  this blog. HAHA !! I'm a newbie for blogs nowadays i guess ? Last time i was just made it for sharing my travel experiences and the second blog was for my so called "love life". Due to i have forgotten the first blog password, so I have to create this one.


So for the first step of moving on.. I went to Avicii's Rave party in Sepang F1 Circuit with cousin and her friends !!! It was a really great night !! Music and Dance !! Martin Garrix, Avicii, BassJackers etc etc... OMG what a great night!! although I reached home at 4 :30 am by then... But totally worth it !!

Crowded as Expected !! but it's just nice !!!

Then cousin got the Premier Screening tickets of the movie "Enough said" from Nuffnang!! We went together and it's a very nice movie... It wasnt like what I thought... I was thinking it will be very boring but it turns up to be very nice ! Love, Friendship and Family... What a nice story line...


AH !! BEFORE MOVIE... We went to Hokkaido Ichiba in Gardens mall for dinner!! such a nice environment... Sashimis are SO SO FRESH and YUM !! Well I'm a toro Salmon lover !! How about you ?! We ordered sashimi platter and also a set of soba with soft shell crab... The soft shell crab not as nice as like we expected =( but the sashimi make this dinner worth for a try! and here's part of our food....

So then after a few days, we went to the Tiger Radler's Launching Event @ KL LIVE !! It's awesome when Tiger met Lemon !! Refreshing and safe for drivers !! WHY ? It just contained 2% alcohol!! Although I'm not a beer lover, but this one i couldn't deny that it's really nice. Some peoples saying it meant to be for girls.. Well... I think it's for guys and girls.. Why ? because you wont want to be drunk while chilling with friends and yet you feels like drinking beer ... Aren't you ? haha ...

Have a try peeps! It's worth to try! =D

My friends are saying... Hey why is your life suddenly became so busy after .... ?

I answered... I'm moving on and trying to live my life better and more productive =))  It's a good thing thou! hahahaha.... So yea... i went out with my best friend CJ .... He's one of the best friend that i could tell everything without thinking and hesitate... We went to KLCC ... Pavilion .... Well as usual we been there for shopping and walk around and have some drinks.... So then we walked out from KLCC and head to the Japanese restaurant near by named "Senya Izakaya" at Jalan Pinang ... Well had try on some low fats high protein food due to on diet haha... Sashimi is the best choice then... It served with nice decorations ^^ and yea it's good... fresh and nice..

SEE ?? Salmon sashimi served like some mini bonsai !! hahaha ...

 Grilled Saba fish + Rice and miso soup... not a set haha.. I ordered it seperately. But the grilled saba is just awesome =D

Ebiko sushi... all time favourite ^^

 Their environment is nice... Not too hot and yet the space is quite big also. Very comfy to sit and chill + lunch and dinner

Their ordering system are digitalize... haha ... So it's quite convenience also... as if you wanna have a try... Kindly call them or you can just follow Waze's direction ... And here's a picture of their outlook and indoor =)

This is their contact information below :

 Senya Izakaya 鲜家
No.18 Jalan P.Ramlee,
50250 Kuala Lumpur, 
Malaysia
Tel: +603 2181 4099
Business Hours:
Mon – Sat: 11:30 am – 2:30 pm & 5:30 pm – 2:00 am
Sun: 5:30 pm – 2:00 am

After the dinner, I went to Hokkaido Food Fair in Isetan @ KLCC =D .. once a year !! and got my favourite sakura mochi !! ^^ Aren't they looks awesome ????

Well of course after long walks ~ It's Coffee time !!! Can't deny I always prefer Coffee Stain by Joseph ^^

Am lucky because Farenheit 88 have one branch !! ( But of course for environment I still prefer the one in Publika thou) hahahaa... Cool Cube by Sam ~ is just so nice ... looks normal but still... Fresh milk + Coffee Ice Cube is nice.. hehe...

Have a try if you haven't get to !! 

Here's a link of Coffee Stain by Joseph's Facebook .. Visit for more information =)

https://www.facebook.com/CoffeeStainByjoseph

So for this one I will just stop here... Will share more of my Experiences soon! Have a nice day peeps !!